Where are you Tam?
The following poem, written by Ron Kuebler, is part of a combat healing process in which members of the NC Veterans Writing Alliance perform public readings of their work in a program called Brothers and Sisters Like These. The groups mission is to provide healing to veterans of all conflicts through the arts and creative writing.
Private Ron Kuebler started his tour in Vietnam as a Rifleman and leftthecountry as a Sergeant and Squad Leader.His areas of expertise included Infantry and Intelligence including aerial reconnaissancemissions andintelligence communications.
Sergeant Tam,thesubject of this poem, was withtheArmy oftheRepublic of Vietnam (ARVN), assistingtheUS Army in intelligence and interpreting.Flying in a Huey helicopter fitted with speakers ontheskids and an amplified microphone, they encouragedtheViet Cong and North Vietnam Army to surrender their weapons in exchange for money and a chance to return to farming or other pursuits.
Tam and Ron analyzed captured weapons, maps, and battle plans to pinpoint enemy positions.Intheprocess they became friends and shared stories about their families.I have not had any contact with Tam since I left Vietnam and have no idea what happened to him, Ron says.
Top image: Ron Kuebler playfullyleaping offthecommunications bunker at Landing Zone Gator
Sgt. Tam
Sgt. Tam
Ron Kuebler at Landing Zone Gator near Chu Lai, S. Vietnam
Where Are You, Tam?
by Ron Kuebler
Are you bleeding in your mind as you rue your family lost
Tried to reunite but could not affordthecost
Of paying someone to find your family scattered
Or telling you they were found but tattered
Did you make it pasttheViet Cong and NVA gauntlet barrier
Trying to figure a way to survivethereprisal harrier
Wonder if you died intheattempt without reuniting
Or did you figure a way to get to them and then get safe hiding
Where are you now as I often wonder
And think about you when we workedthethunder
Trying to get VC and NVA to give up their weapons to us
Disarm them with money and send them without a fuss
To farm their fields and shoot at no others
Be back inthevillage as if you were brothers
I hope you survived and your family too
What a reunion it would be if I were to see you.
Kuebler in 2023 at Carl Sandburg Park near his home